4:13 PM 20081031
12 hours after being out and finally I can rest on my bed with my com beside..
Had alot of fun celebrating glady's birthday at fish n co. followed by the halloween tram ride at the night safari (which sadly, put a dent on my wallet).
Due to the lack of sleep/rest the events of the night before midnight felt like a dream to me now and if it WAS a dream, it definately was a good one.. haha
After a being caffeinated and re-energized at cineleisure (it was 2am), shan, wyn and I watched the recent horror flick: The Coffin.
Interesting insight on buddhist rituals in my soon to be new home of thailand..
Hmm.. Seems I'd have another location to find throughout my time there other than: Sai Yok Waterfall, Tiger Temple, Pattaya Beach, Hellfire Pass, 3 Pagodas Pass... and the list goes on.. Anything to keep me sane and not thinking of singapore...
After what-seems-to-me a rushed ending, I brought up the idea of waiting for the first public transport.. All because I saw the "24-HR" sign at the coffee club opposite cine.. hehez.. Cuz if it weren't for the outing, I'd be having coffee with another bunch of people at the Hotel Rendevous' Coffee Club instead..
Reached home at 0630 approx. and as tired and dry as my eyes are now, I can't seem to get some shut-eye.. It's cuz of the gut feeling I've been having recently. It's harder to psych myself that whatever I've been doing recently for the past, erm, years of my life, is going to undergo a drastic change after the next 10 days... As fun as it seems moving off on my on, doing ALL my chores by meself, it's kinda depressing that I'll be leaving everyone I know behind.
Like I said to shan at the coffee club, when I touch the Thai soil on the 11th, the closest person I know is 3,500+ km away from me..
Mixed feelings from my gut...
Depressing thoughts that I'll leave my family & friends behind for a long, long, long-ass time.
Ecstatic that I'll be like a "pioneer".. moving off alone, to unknown territory, and setting up a home...
Gut feelings... hmm.. must be coming from the fish & chips from the night before...
Maybe after I'll crap it out I can get a restful sleep...
haha..
To Remember Better Times indeed... Frame it, don't flame it... haha