8:34 AM 20080912
Yesterday was one of the most happening things ever at SBMC:
1. A drunk patient vomited and Wan and I had to pick up the vomitus left. Damn disgusting task..
2. Another patient on septic, hypovolemic AND anaphylactic shock almost started a fight with one of our drivers.
3. That same patient then created a scene... which I don't know was due to the multiple shock he was suffering from or his attitude.
4. Sent that very same patient to TTSH, which meant I had a tag-a-long ride as veh. comd. of the ambulance! Shiok experience...
All said "happenings" helped ease me thru the day till after lunch.. Which helped as "normal days" are usually boring, uneventful ones...
Today was a TOTAL CONTRAST to yesterday.. All we had were less than 20 patients, of which 2 were addmitted to sickbay. And being lucky me, I tio sickbay duty...
Slow paced day... Damn slow...
Right now I'm thinking that mdm may would've given us appointments already if not for our "temp-perm" staff status.. How ironic...
Somehow, I get the feeling that I'm out of place and that I'll still continue to be out of place after thailand and after ORD.
Just like what the senior staff said "NS ruins a man's life, you chiong for BMT/course training, and then you slack the remainder away, killing away your ambitions, your hopes, your loves, your identity. Sooner or later, you become a Singaporean Man: self-centred, apathetic, and oblivious to his surroundings as he'll only care for his Wants and his Wants alone".
Woe is me.. A bleak future doth I see ahead...